i don't think you should give up on indonesia, but your question sounds odd from someone who's been jogging around the country and been hiking in the heights of canada. most people would consider your last few months quite the opportunity for what you're looking for. sometimes what you want is right in front of you. in fact, once when i was little, i was looking for this glow in the dark sticker of a planet (i was sticking them on my bureau)...i looked for a long long time, throughout my whole room, before discovering it on the front of my dress. =)
 

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