... so talking about women today with mike and diane, diane made the interesting point that there will be some girls who feel like they're too good for me. this frustrates me and scares me at the same time. while girls who judge me to be inferior to them (or some similar status) will inevitably not be a good fit for me anyhow, the fact that there are some girls out there who might judge in that way really annoys me.

but it also scares me. it scares me because a close friend of mine believes that i am the type of guy who girls will think that they are better than. what does that say about me? my personality? the way i carry myself? the way i should carry myself? i think i'm really frustrated right now, and probably need to do a better job of finding my way through this frustration  ¶ 11:05 PM